Wednesday, August 8, 2007
These two days I've been feeling like as if I am a caged bird. I spent the whole day at home simply just rotting. PACC is okay, but FOM is hell. Gosh so much theories to go through. Damn.
But I hav been anticipating for the upcoming next few days ...
Thurs - NDP at Marina Bay. Hoho.
Fri - 4e1 the Elites gathering at CWP Pizza Hut. Yea. ^^
Sat - ???
I guess I anticipate this coming Friday and Saturday more than Thursday. Lols. =/
And there's two things which my mum told me that totally spoils my mood today.
She told me that Ahma's bday celebrations will be held at 26 Aug as well. And if there'll be a dinner in a restaurant on that day I cannot turn up for the chalet.
Another thing is that 26 Aug, under the lunar calender, is in the 'Ghost month'. So she's gonna disallow me to go for the chalet should it be held on that day.
Lame right!!!??? Gosh. =.="'
Bloody hell. I was getting more and more dulan at home already and listening to her taunts. I would prefer school days where I can hav fun and laughter with my friends and not listening to her complaints every now and then. She just wants everybody in the family to do everything that pleases her. Oh please. We had our own matters to handle too and not possibly heed ur commands everytime and whenever we said we cannot do anything u want u started to kaobei kaobu again.
My dad was supportive of me though. We had a lil chat last night and he told me ...
Ur mum was very reckless in nature. So if u think that what u are doing is right even though ur mum disagrees, go ahead with it. But if u are indecisive of a matter, do consult ur dad and mum. Most guys just like to have fun in nature. Ur dad is a guy too (Lmao) and ur dad had youth in the past too.
How priceless that comment could be.
There's one thing which differentiates my mum and dad. And that's their way of seeing things. In the past, my mum always restricts me from going out with friends, as she was afraid that I would mix with a group of bad friends. And I hated her for that cos I felt no sense of freedom at all. I remembered that there was a time when almost the whole of my class went to Escape during the March holidays and I think I was only one of the few who can't make it. Not becos that I'm not free, it's becos my mum dont allow. I know my mum cares, as she dont want anything bad to happen to me, like the belt loosens and I fall off from the Cadbury 360 degress or something (Lmao). But don all of you think that she's being overprotective? Oh well I had a big quarrel with her then and we had a cold war for about uh .. a couple of weeks? Lols. At that point of time I was thinking : Why can't she be like other parents and allow me to go out and play for once? Other parents would wish for their children to have fun, while my mum keep complaining about me skiving and not serious about my studies. Damn.
Well, my dad's different. He always thinks that if you dont fall, you wont get up and jump high. I remembered when I started to ride a bicycle, my mum would support my bike every now and then, whereas my dad would hold my bike for a few seconds and then let go. And bang, I fell. My mum was like scolding my dad like mad, but my dad seems to be calm about it.
See the difference?
Sigh. I love barbecues, and hate it as well. Barbecues are fun I agree. But it would be the reverse when ur phone got spammed by ur mum like every 30 minutes after 8 or 9? Since when have barbecues ended that early huh, unless u are trying to imply that we should start our bbqs in the afternoon? Lmao. But my dad would allow me to be outside till late night ...
If it's too late, go stay at your friend's house. Dont risk the journey to come back as it's dangerous to travel alone at late night. I love my dad and dislikes my mum for that.
And what's more, my mum always dislikes me to be involved in BGR when studying, as she told me that it would definitely affect my studies. Yea I know. But my dad's different ...
If you really like a girl and you really wanna be together with her, go ahead. U have Papa's full support. Papa has been a young guy b4 too and know how u young people feel when it comes to such things. But u must remember one thing. U must know how to differentiate urself between studies and relationships. The most important thing is to know how to arrange ur time well. If u cant even do that, 4get about BGR. But then, u hav grown up. It's time for u to be exposed to such things. Dont care about ur mum (Lmao).
I love conversations with my dad, although he's a bit naggy. Ha. But compared to my mum, his is a very minor one. Lmao. One small mistake, and my mum can nag all the way till I am damn dulan. Hoho. How great.
I am almost 17 mum. I needa learn how to cope well with things that I am exposed to every now and then. If I'm being caged everyday, how can I fly and soar high? If I did not face difficulties in life, how can I learn and grow up?
Now I just wish that the date of the chalet can be postponed to a later date. If not, I will still go, unless my Ahma's bday dinner is on, provided that my mum will be infuriated to death by me. ROFLMAO. xDD
7:19 PM
nothing shall foretell my return
