Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Listen hard everyone...
I COMPLETELY SCREWED MY PACC! ARGH. x(
I guess this is the first time I have ever done so badly for PACC. Darn. The questions are so damn tough and tricky.
Having flu and sore throat. It just felt so terrible. You can't concentrate on what you are doing.
Hopefully I can get it cured before Saturday. (:
I needa try to resist the temptation of signing in MSN whenever I'm studying or revising. It's distracting me way too much.
I felt so lost myself. I just can't get back to what I am last semester. Since the first day I stepped into this polytechnic, I told myself I must get to the accounting course in NTU. I wanna earn lotsa money for my future life, my future family. That drives me into a seemingly 'ultra diligent student' in almost everyone's eyes. My parents seem proud of me too. I felt a sense of achievement as I thought that a good start is the half of success (Direct translation from a Chinese idiom).But now, guess what I am doing most of my time. Pool, games, MSN, outings, and so many other things other than studies. I became complacent. I really hate myself of what I am now. I guess I should follow what Lavinia told me - Never think of turning on the computer whenever you are studying. Never sit in front of a computer. I even thought of uninstalling my MSN, but I didn't. Not because of the temptation of chatting, it's because of the sending of projects documents that will be more convenient via MSN.I can only help myself. Give me some time. I'll try hard to get back to what I am, and striving hard towards my dream university - NTU.It's just a bad bad bad habit of mine. I have the tendency of dragging everything to the last minute, and then, I regreted it. But it's just too late.
It all started from a dream
And one of my greatest regret is to drag everything till it's too late.
How I hope all these can be turned to a reality.
6:54 PM
nothing shall foretell my return
