My soul, corrupted by vengeance...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

i need some time. i need some breathing space.

I'm shocked. I couldn't really accept it,
when I first received the news.

I really don't know what to say at that point of time.
I appreciate the fact that he came all the way down to fetch you home, to ensure that you are alright.
But his actions are leading to beyond the control of my reaction and emotion.

I don't know what's his real motive. Is it just purely friend's concern, or beyond that.

Maybe, he can do this. Cos
he is able to fetch you once you are done with it, while I coundn't,
when you said you wanna go clubbing, I couldn't be there,
when you are there, I wasn't there,
when you are tipsy, he will be there and ensure that you reach home safely, while I couldn't,
he is the ladies' guy, as said by you,
he is your mum preferred type of guy for you than me,
he could give you the sense of security which I couldn't give.

I really don't know. I never felt so lost before.
I need some time.
I need some breathing space.

8:41 AM
nothing shall foretell my return